hey guyz..im soo bored today,got no mood to study..
im not using my labtop now,dad's using it
damn man!!!im not used to it
stupid,computer ader bagos2 tk nk gune kn..
haiz...
juz now i go to the street soccer court with my lil bro,amin
he wanted to play so much so accompanied him
then we play for onli one hour so its juz a short game
in between,a stranger came by n play with us
so he starts shooting n i start training...again
den me n amin went home n he continued playing
after tat i sign in msn---at the computer,not the labtop
i cant leave without computers
they r a part of me
nvm
den i saw HER online n i saw
"mum......im in love again"
my heart broke
every word has make my heartbeat slower n slower
until i wish tat its stop
then my mind remebered the words tat i saw in her blog
it kept playing with my mind
to that boy used to love...
just forget me...
i dont love u anymore....
and there's nothing that can change it...
no use crying...
be a man...
i hate guys who cry for me...
as if im that good...
as if im evenworth the tears...
u're not letting go...
but i am...
cant u just accept life?
i learnt to accept mine and move on...
why cant u?
anyway,the person who even started about the break-up was you...
aliff told me that u told arinah that we alreadybroke up...
why dont u just listen to them...
end this relationship...
and like u said...
love cant be forced...
if true love were forever...
i wouldnt have lost my love for u
if u stay on being like this...
im gonna hate u even more but to u
i want to apologize...
for the heartbreak and your suffering..
you're a nice guy...
everybody says that..
i know that too...
but i dont deserve u
u deserve someone better
im a *****
and a nice guy like u
should just forget a ***** like me
i remembered it...
word after word
it never did left my mind
everytime i read it
each word took my breath away
my heart cracks every sentence
my eyes filled with water every word
my heart broke at the end of it
yes it is hard to move on
i noe...juz giv me time
i need a break..
if i had one day,juz one day to spend time with u
i would make it the best in ur life
but if tat cant happened
juz give me a minute or two
to look into your eyes
n remember the things we go through
n to say the three last words
but its no use...
everything has ended
everything has gone
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Letting go
by Switched Out
Nothing’s seems so right
since the day you’re not here
Anymore
I never even had a chance to say goodbye
and everything is left unsaid
Just like before
but I’m letting you go
I’m moving on
But I can’t take this anymore
Coz I love you so…
Chorus
when everytime I had this feeling
I’ll always try to pull myself away
and everytime I try to forget you
you’ll always be in my head
I had enough
I had enough
and now it’s too much
It’s too late
It’s too much, it’s too much
It’s too late
That’s why I had to let you go
I had no choice
But to see you leave
and left me with a broken heart
You know how much I love you
I need you and time change
Who we are
but I’m letting you go
I’m moving on
But I can’t take this anymore
Coz I love you so…
*Chorus*
Guitar leads
Chorus
when everytime I had this feeling
I’ll always try to pull myself away
and everytime I try to forget you
you’ll always be in my head
I had enough
I had enough
and now it’s too much
It’s too late
It’s too much, it’s too much
It’s too late
It’s too much, it’s too much
It’s too late
It’s too much, it’s too much
It’s too late
That’s why I had to let you go
Eventhough I love you so
I had to let you go
Letting you go
I had to let you go
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P R O F I L E
me myself and i :D
Name:Abdurrasyid bin haron
Age:7teen
Bdae:12/12/1990
Nicks:rasyidiz/rush-it
Status:Single
Skool:Ngee Ann Polytechnic
Email:rasyidi7@hotmail.com
S E V E N T E E N
RANDOM FACTS
RANDOM FACTS
well, i am 17 years old, aren't i?
about me you don't know
ONE clever and smart
TWO blur and slow
THREE ok im both stupid n smart
FOUR kind and helpful
FIVE lazy bum(sometimes)
SIX disorganise and rushing
SEVEN wanted to be organise
EIGHT wanted to be a role model
NINE wants to be an inventor
TEN likes to daydream
ELEVEN likes to be emotional
TWELVE yar i like to be emo...so wad?
THIRTEEN i want a makeover
FOURTEEN coz im a actualli ugly..not cute nor handsome
FIFTEEN i love myslef no matter how bad i look
SIXTEEN i love mylyfe
SEVENTEEN i love someone..guess who?
T O D O L I S T
useful things i hav to do
1) i must to get A for my studies
2) i must to get to university
3) i need to beat somebody
4) i need a new image
5) i need a new shoes(adidas maybe)
6) i need a new watch(adidas maybe)
7) i want a ipod touch
T A G B O A R D
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