AAAAHHHH!!!!!im late for my exam!!!!
OMG IT 9AM!!!!
AHHHH!!!!!
my paper start at 8:30!!!!
aahhh!!!!
help2!!!
i immediately zoom with my cloths on n get on my bike
den i zooommmmm beating the lightz n bending every rulez
ahhahaha...
i almost meet with an accident wen some guy wanted to make a right turn den i zoommm
toward the direction he's going n we nearly collided
hahaha aniwae wen i reached to skool
i immediately go to my table
there are faces full of qns,wondering why is tis guy late
haha...den i calm myself n start the paper.
the paper was quite ez lah....can say lah
i can finish it in an hour
hahaha..den i still got time to sleep 30 mins
hahaha...sial je...
after paper 1 i straight away go to the toillet n wet my hair
my hair look lyke Afro!!!
hahaha...i never put shampooo
den u try to make it nice n meet my frenz...they all asked me the damn same qns
i was to tired to ans them
haiz...den paper 2
alah the paper lyke doin hwk sia...
hahaha....after the paper fadzil n i go to lot 1 buy iceblended
den he wan to go to ljs but its pack sia...so many ppl
so he decided to pack onli
hah...den i go home n sleepppp
zzzzzzzzz.........
zzzzzzzzzzzzzz............
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Letting go
by Switched Out
Nothing’s seems so right
since the day you’re not here
Anymore
I never even had a chance to say goodbye
and everything is left unsaid
Just like before
but I’m letting you go
I’m moving on
But I can’t take this anymore
Coz I love you so…
Chorus
when everytime I had this feeling
I’ll always try to pull myself away
and everytime I try to forget you
you’ll always be in my head
I had enough
I had enough
and now it’s too much
It’s too late
It’s too much, it’s too much
It’s too late
That’s why I had to let you go
I had no choice
But to see you leave
and left me with a broken heart
You know how much I love you
I need you and time change
Who we are
but I’m letting you go
I’m moving on
But I can’t take this anymore
Coz I love you so…
*Chorus*
Guitar leads
Chorus
when everytime I had this feeling
I’ll always try to pull myself away
and everytime I try to forget you
you’ll always be in my head
I had enough
I had enough
and now it’s too much
It’s too late
It’s too much, it’s too much
It’s too late
It’s too much, it’s too much
It’s too late
It’s too much, it’s too much
It’s too late
That’s why I had to let you go
Eventhough I love you so
I had to let you go
Letting you go
I had to let you go
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my performance
me myself and i :D
Name:Abdurrasyid bin haron
Age:7teen
Bdae:12/12/1990
Nicks:rasyidiz/rush-it
Status:Single
Skool:Ngee Ann Polytechnic
Email:rasyidi7@hotmail.com
S E V E N T E E N
RANDOM FACTS
RANDOM FACTS
well, i am 17 years old, aren't i?
about me you don't know
ONE clever and smart
TWO blur and slow
THREE ok im both stupid n smart
FOUR kind and helpful
FIVE lazy bum(sometimes)
SIX disorganise and rushing
SEVEN wanted to be organise
EIGHT wanted to be a role model
NINE wants to be an inventor
TEN likes to daydream
ELEVEN likes to be emotional
TWELVE yar i like to be emo...so wad?
THIRTEEN i want a makeover
FOURTEEN coz im a actualli ugly..not cute nor handsome
FIFTEEN i love myslef no matter how bad i look
SIXTEEN i love mylyfe
SEVENTEEN i love someone..guess who?
T O D O L I S T
useful things i hav to do
1) i must to get A for my studies
2) i must to get to university
3) i need to beat somebody
4) i need a new image
5) i need a new shoes(adidas maybe)
6) i need a new watch(adidas maybe)
7) i want a ipod touch
T A G B O A R D
talkto me
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5/28/2007 10:59:00 PM - Monday, May 28, 2007
5/25/2007 09:11:00 PM - Friday, May 25, 2007
hyeheyhye!!!!!
today was one of the best day of my lyfe...hahaha..
okokok
okokok
1st thing 1st
its was the last day of skool
n we slack siak...all the way tok n not do our work
hahaha.so boring
o lvl MT is Monday!!!AAAAHHHH
hahaha....so fast sia..
kkk gotta make it rite man..
hahaha,i clear tis paper n im have less subjects to study
aniwae after smbyg jumaat
i went to bishan to send dayang to the airport
wen i was at the mrt,my heart beat faster everytime i reached to another station
hahaha den i saw her...
she was like.."WOW"
hahaha...
n we began toking
wen the mrt came i hold her hand to the mrt
i wasnt suppose to do tat
haha n she says its alrite
haha....n we began toking n toking
but the irritating part is wen she msging
every sec noe she sms her abg angkat lah,adek angkat lah n so many more ar..
hahaha..biase lah,nk pegi luar negeri...rindu..
we took some pic too
check tis out
hahaha...aniwae wen we were at the mrt towards changi airport,
i held my hand behind her back to comfort her n she lean towards me..
i held my hand behind her back to comfort her n she lean towards me..
haizz....she body is warm n i can feel her heartbeat
after tat we went to the airport,den we realise sumthing
WE ARE 1HOur EARLY
hahahahahaha
so we sat down n tok
den she gave me a letter n ask me to read it after she's gone
den i gave her a letter too but it is folded to a small cute car n ask her to open it at the aeroplane
hahaha...mcm da plan gitu eh?hahaha
den we wen to to row 7 for her to check in
den we go lunch n there is where i knew her mother...
her mother was there n she tot tat im dayang's boyfren
hahaha...can be ar...hahah i hope so i will
anyway during lunch,dayang ate sooooo sllooowwww ssiiaa!!!!
hahaha
i finish my meal(fries,burger n coke)
n she onli ate half of the burger
hahaha....den after lunch,its time to say goodbye
dayang's mother was crying n im gonna missed her too
i even msg her b4 she got to the aeroplane..haha sempat sehhh...
den i gave my num to her mother if there is any news of her n wen she come back to spore
haiz....im missing her already..
well hope she'll have a good time there...
n i hope wen she come back,she will give her ans...
if u noe wad i mean
for those hu don't den nvm...
hahaha
gtg
sleeppy man...
see ya!!!!
5/24/2007 09:19:00 PM - Thursday, May 24, 2007
hyeee!!!!soo boring sia..
juz kol farhana...she lyke sort siket sak...hahaha
den today was at skool,i was sleepy sia..
i dunnoe wad happen to me...
i was paying attention but everything in my mind is blank
hahaha...i dunnoe why,tis few dayz my head lyke sort i tink...
dunnoe lah,i tink bcoz dayang is leaving tomorow
haizz...i gonna missed her
in fact im already missing her
every seconds
every minutes
every breath i took
she is on my mind
hhaiizz........
she knew my secret already
stupid ana n imah
i hope she dun mind
aniwae,juz now got games week for the sec 3s
i watch qilah play floorball
raihanah n fadila play badminton
meerah,lydia,lyn,fika n nabila play captain ball
den i saw her
so what??lyke i care...
aniwae,juz now i accompanied raihana while waiting for her turn
we tok so much n she can even punch me on my arm...
oucch!!hahaha,den u punch her back..
den i go out n saw iskandar,farhan n harith play soccer
mcm best gitu dorg maen
i wish there is games week for the sec 5
haiz...syg,kiteorg kene blajar
next week o lvl MT
tkde harapan aku nk pass
jgn harap lah nk dptkn distinction
hahah
ok lah i have to pack my bags for tomorow
oohh yar i forgot,tomoro go onli MT
haha so tkya nk pikir2 panjang
hahahaahahaha
okokokok
signing off
rasyidiz
rush-it
peace!!!!
juz kol farhana...she lyke sort siket sak...hahaha
den today was at skool,i was sleepy sia..
i dunnoe wad happen to me...
i was paying attention but everything in my mind is blank
hahaha...i dunnoe why,tis few dayz my head lyke sort i tink...
dunnoe lah,i tink bcoz dayang is leaving tomorow
haizz...i gonna missed her
in fact im already missing her
every seconds
every minutes
every breath i took
she is on my mind
hhaiizz........
she knew my secret already
stupid ana n imah
i hope she dun mind
aniwae,juz now got games week for the sec 3s
i watch qilah play floorball
raihanah n fadila play badminton
meerah,lydia,lyn,fika n nabila play captain ball
den i saw her
so what??lyke i care...
aniwae,juz now i accompanied raihana while waiting for her turn
we tok so much n she can even punch me on my arm...
oucch!!hahaha,den u punch her back..
den i go out n saw iskandar,farhan n harith play soccer
mcm best gitu dorg maen
i wish there is games week for the sec 5
haiz...syg,kiteorg kene blajar
next week o lvl MT
tkde harapan aku nk pass
jgn harap lah nk dptkn distinction
hahah
ok lah i have to pack my bags for tomorow
oohh yar i forgot,tomoro go onli MT
haha so tkya nk pikir2 panjang
hahahaahahaha
okokokok
signing off
rasyidiz
rush-it
peace!!!!
5/20/2007 10:12:00 PM - Sunday, May 20, 2007
hye!!!im soo bored man,its a gud thing dayang was online
i wounldnt be bored...hahaha
im not working today,too tired
yesterday,i give out 1000 flyers in 3 hrs...tats long man
i used to give out in one n a half hrs
hhahaa
maybe it was my unlucky day
aniwae i say syamir yesterdae at cineleisure
he took part in a competition n the third price was psp!!!
wah!!!i always wan to get my hands on those
haha...the finals was todae,well i certainly hope he won
aniwae,yesterdae SIStiti was sad n depressed
haizz....her heart was broken...poor gerl
DON'T WORRY TITI IM HERE!!!BROrasyid will make everything better...
i wounldnt be bored...hahaha
im not working today,too tired
yesterday,i give out 1000 flyers in 3 hrs...tats long man
i used to give out in one n a half hrs
hhahaa
maybe it was my unlucky day
aniwae i say syamir yesterdae at cineleisure
he took part in a competition n the third price was psp!!!
wah!!!i always wan to get my hands on those
haha...the finals was todae,well i certainly hope he won
aniwae,yesterdae SIStiti was sad n depressed
haizz....her heart was broken...poor gerl
DON'T WORRY TITI IM HERE!!!BROrasyid will make everything better...

den there r more....
dayang is going to nepal
im gonna miss her
haha...nvm at least i got to say goodbye
goodbye dayang!!!!
i miss u!!!!
dayang is going to nepal
im gonna miss her
haha...nvm at least i got to say goodbye
goodbye dayang!!!!
i miss u!!!!
5/18/2007 09:01:00 PM - Friday, May 18, 2007
.............haiz...so bored man
i juz came back from gym with fadzil,fadhli n haziq
i got cramps everywhere man..
haiz..den there was a time wen we dont noe how to use an equipment den fadhli juz hentam said tat u must do a certain thing den we got scolded bcoz we r using it wrongly
hahaha kecoh sia!!den fadhli ran n hide while me n fadzil kena lecture haha...
aniwae,yesterday aslo i go gym with khairil,daud,taqeem,faris n fadzil
waoh damn cramped sia!!!
cannot tahan animore
cant write anything more
doctor!!!doctor!!!
i juz came back from gym with fadzil,fadhli n haziq
i got cramps everywhere man..
haiz..den there was a time wen we dont noe how to use an equipment den fadhli juz hentam said tat u must do a certain thing den we got scolded bcoz we r using it wrongly
hahaha kecoh sia!!den fadhli ran n hide while me n fadzil kena lecture haha...
aniwae,yesterday aslo i go gym with khairil,daud,taqeem,faris n fadzil
waoh damn cramped sia!!!
cannot tahan animore
cant write anything more
doctor!!!doctor!!!
5/16/2007 03:58:00 PM - Wednesday, May 16, 2007
yeaa!!!!!i can post already!!!!hahaha!!!
it's been a long time i never post anything in my blog man!!!
hahaha...so frustated sia..im bored without posting anything
everytime i see it,it looks the same....
haiz...today tired sai,juz now help mr cheok carry things
penat siol!!!haha den fadzil kol guna bangla
hahaha...damn kecoh sia
den juz now i wan to step skateboard stupid fadzil made me fall
hahah n ellydia,katini n their frenz was there n saw me
n they laughed at me...hahahaha!!!
malu sak!!!!
den i saw HER
i walk pass her
we r complete stranger from now on
i forgot the feeling i had
i forgot the things i have done tat is got sumthing got to do with her
she have completely left my mind
n im glad it did
aniwae back to the topic
dad wanna take my labtop
i hate him!!!
i noe he brought it
but it has become a part of me
n he is juz taking away juz like tat
stupid...
i got nothing to say any more
i noe his secret now...
i noe dad...
u r a *****
u'r having an a*****
u cant hide it from me
we already noe from the start
yes we...
it's been a long time i never post anything in my blog man!!!
hahaha...so frustated sia..im bored without posting anything
everytime i see it,it looks the same....
haiz...today tired sai,juz now help mr cheok carry things
penat siol!!!haha den fadzil kol guna bangla
hahaha...damn kecoh sia
den juz now i wan to step skateboard stupid fadzil made me fall
hahah n ellydia,katini n their frenz was there n saw me
n they laughed at me...hahahaha!!!
malu sak!!!!
den i saw HER
i walk pass her
we r complete stranger from now on
i forgot the feeling i had
i forgot the things i have done tat is got sumthing got to do with her
she have completely left my mind
n im glad it did
aniwae back to the topic
dad wanna take my labtop
i hate him!!!
i noe he brought it
but it has become a part of me
n he is juz taking away juz like tat
stupid...
i got nothing to say any more
i noe his secret now...
i noe dad...
u r a *****
u'r having an a*****
u cant hide it from me
we already noe from the start
yes we...
5/07/2007 09:30:00 PM - Monday, May 7, 2007
today is the 7th of may
its her bdae...i haven forgotten
its still lingering in my mind...
i wished her happi bdae...
tats all i can do...
i cant bring her out
i cant hug her
i cant kiss her
i cant do the thing i use to do
juz onli a handshake
as the two hands was in contact with each other,
memories flashed back on my brain
i was waiting for tis day but it was spoilt wen we broke up
i cant tink wen i take my time practice
until wen farez(not faris in 5A) bring me back to life again
he made me realise how she has made me suffer
n i'm crying for nothing
Now i realise how she has done wrong...
how can be soooo stupid abt tis!!!
how can i let it go pass through me???
she dun loves me anymore n go for another guy
wad does it shows???!!!!
she is using me!!!
she don't appriciate wad i've done for her!!!
is tat it??hah??!!
i love u as much i love myself
i treat u lyke a princess
n tis is how u repay me??!!!
u make stories n blame the break-up on me!!!
wad did i do??!!!dun give me excuses!!!!
i've done so many things for u..
i've made sacrifice for u
i never tot u'll be like tis
if u hate me so much n u tink im bad
den get tis
YOU ARE A BITCH
WHO ONLI CARE FOR URSELF
N NEVER CARE ABT OTHERZ!!!
I HATE U EVEN MORE
my frenz r rite...
ur juz using me
if u tink zaini is bad
i tink u r far worse than him
u'r nothing to me anymore
n remember tis
I'LL NEVER FORGIVE U...
N I WILL REMEMBER WAD U'VE DONE TO ME
its her bdae...i haven forgotten
its still lingering in my mind...
i wished her happi bdae...
tats all i can do...
i cant bring her out
i cant hug her
i cant kiss her
i cant do the thing i use to do
juz onli a handshake
as the two hands was in contact with each other,
memories flashed back on my brain
i was waiting for tis day but it was spoilt wen we broke up
i cant tink wen i take my time practice
until wen farez(not faris in 5A) bring me back to life again
he made me realise how she has made me suffer
n i'm crying for nothing
Now i realise how she has done wrong...
how can be soooo stupid abt tis!!!
how can i let it go pass through me???
she dun loves me anymore n go for another guy
wad does it shows???!!!!
she is using me!!!
she don't appriciate wad i've done for her!!!
is tat it??hah??!!
i love u as much i love myself
i treat u lyke a princess
n tis is how u repay me??!!!
u make stories n blame the break-up on me!!!
wad did i do??!!!dun give me excuses!!!!
i've done so many things for u..
i've made sacrifice for u
i never tot u'll be like tis
if u hate me so much n u tink im bad
den get tis
YOU ARE A BITCH
WHO ONLI CARE FOR URSELF
N NEVER CARE ABT OTHERZ!!!
I HATE U EVEN MORE
my frenz r rite...
ur juz using me
if u tink zaini is bad
i tink u r far worse than him
u'r nothing to me anymore
n remember tis
I'LL NEVER FORGIVE U...
N I WILL REMEMBER WAD U'VE DONE TO ME
5/05/2007 10:06:00 PM - Saturday, May 5, 2007
heyhey!!!juz came back home from cineleisure watch spiderman 3!!!!!
hahaa..its fun man!!worth it noe
i went out with guna,zaini n her gerl,taqeem n her gerl,boon paw,kwee meng n my best buddy fadzil...hehe
aniwae,b4 the movie,i saw aishah n her mum n her sis
guna gave her a flying kiss n her mum saw it!!!
hahaha!!!!damn kecoh sia!!!
haha,den guna kene lecture by her mum in malay
hahaha...but i noe she was juz joking onli lah
i also kene lecture from her mum
juz bcoz guna gave aishah a flying kiss
guna did it n i kena oso...
haha,her mum was damn naggy sia
she threw so manyqns tat i cant turned soundless n n motionless
haha...wad to do,most mothers r lyke tat
den after the movie we went to play pool
zaini had to send his gerl home n taqqem's gerl have to go home
so left onli me,fadzil,guna,kwee meng,boonpaw n taqeem
after tat we go home...waH!!!so tired,yet i still can type more...
todae was g8 but the memories left is still in my heart..at the long john silver..still remeber
nvm...dun wan to tok abt it
time to change
5/03/2007 06:41:00 PM - Thursday, May 3, 2007
hey..so long time never update my blog
haizz..wad to do,i faced the computer everyday but i never update
everytime i do,i dunnoe wad to say
todae was diff..
i learn to move on
i have to do so coz i dun wan to end up crying all the time
.......time to change,i need to.....
i've been trying to forgot her but her memories kept haunting me
i dunnoe why...
i gotta learn to let it go......
next week is her bdae
i dunnoe i shud have a final goodbye
i wan to her beautiful eyes..
enough...i dun wan to go tat far
Even in my heart,I see
You're not being true to me
Deep within my soul, I feel
Nothing's like it used to be
Sometimes I wish I could
Turn back time
Impossible as it may seem
But I wish I could
So bad,
Quit playing games with my heart
haizz..wad to do,i faced the computer everyday but i never update
everytime i do,i dunnoe wad to say
todae was diff..
i learn to move on
i have to do so coz i dun wan to end up crying all the time
.......time to change,i need to.....
i've been trying to forgot her but her memories kept haunting me
i dunnoe why...
i gotta learn to let it go......
next week is her bdae
i dunnoe i shud have a final goodbye
i wan to her beautiful eyes..
enough...i dun wan to go tat far
Even in my heart,I see
You're not being true to me
Deep within my soul, I feel
Nothing's like it used to be
Sometimes I wish I could
Turn back time
Impossible as it may seem
But I wish I could
So bad,
Quit playing games with my heart
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