hye guyz...
juz came back home...
i went out with me frenz juz now,ana,iffah,dyg n her boi,fadhli
haha...we go celebrate dyg bdae so dyg invited me
i met dyg n ana at the braddel mac at around 1
at first i was like very quiet sia...hahah
den wen i got to noe fadhli,i wasnt lonely no more...
he was quite frenly n easy to tok to...
haha den all the way i was lyke kamceng with him...
except wen he was with dyg..ok tats a diff story..
1st we went to far east den waited another fren of theirs..
waited n waited until she finnally came with her chinese fren
den u go eat at far east plaza..
dyg,ana n iffah dun wan to eat..haha...diet dikatekn..hahahaha
after tat jln2 lah ke marina bay...another thing,they never plan for everything so they hantam je kluar jln2 mane2 je...hahaha apa dah
aniwae,i was great...but it wasnt anymore wen they went marina square...
memories started to come back to my mind..
n worse still,wen i saw dyg n fadhli together,it reminded me of nadhirah...
the place reminded me of ira..the place we gone b4...
tat place...
den i cant help it,i have to get out of there or else i ended up crying..
im sori dyg of leavin early,its not ur fault...i juz cant control my feelings..
i juz cant get over the gerl i loved even though it has been months...
i juz cant forget the gerl hu betrayed me n the gerl hu dun loved me anymore..
love..a complicated thing in lyfe
yet ppl around r happy with the person they love...
dyg is happy with fadhli..
guna hu was a playboy has settled down with sornah n they remained happy...
ida finally have the guy she loves n be happy..
dilla is always happy with ari,from the start till now..
ira...maybe she's happy with some other guy..
nadhirah is happy with her new bf after dumping me...
the person i used to love is happy with sumone else...
wad did i do to deserve loneliness..
why cant i have a gerl perfect to my eyes n love me??
why..
why cant i be happy??
tis is lyfe...complicated like a tangled ropes..
maybe,i juz need time to untangle the ropes ...
maybe its not time yet...
maybe it will never be...
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Letting go
by Switched Out
Nothing’s seems so right
since the day you’re not here
Anymore
I never even had a chance to say goodbye
and everything is left unsaid
Just like before
but I’m letting you go
I’m moving on
But I can’t take this anymore
Coz I love you so…
Chorus
when everytime I had this feeling
I’ll always try to pull myself away
and everytime I try to forget you
you’ll always be in my head
I had enough
I had enough
and now it’s too much
It’s too late
It’s too much, it’s too much
It’s too late
That’s why I had to let you go
I had no choice
But to see you leave
and left me with a broken heart
You know how much I love you
I need you and time change
Who we are
but I’m letting you go
I’m moving on
But I can’t take this anymore
Coz I love you so…
*Chorus*
Guitar leads
Chorus
when everytime I had this feeling
I’ll always try to pull myself away
and everytime I try to forget you
you’ll always be in my head
I had enough
I had enough
and now it’s too much
It’s too late
It’s too much, it’s too much
It’s too late
It’s too much, it’s too much
It’s too late
It’s too much, it’s too much
It’s too late
That’s why I had to let you go
Eventhough I love you so
I had to let you go
Letting you go
I had to let you go
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Name:Abdurrasyid bin haron
Age:7teen
Bdae:12/12/1990
Nicks:rasyidiz/rush-it
Status:Single
Skool:Ngee Ann Polytechnic
Email:rasyidi7@hotmail.com
S E V E N T E E N
RANDOM FACTS
RANDOM FACTS
well, i am 17 years old, aren't i?
about me you don't know
ONE clever and smart
TWO blur and slow
THREE ok im both stupid n smart
FOUR kind and helpful
FIVE lazy bum(sometimes)
SIX disorganise and rushing
SEVEN wanted to be organise
EIGHT wanted to be a role model
NINE wants to be an inventor
TEN likes to daydream
ELEVEN likes to be emotional
TWELVE yar i like to be emo...so wad?
THIRTEEN i want a makeover
FOURTEEN coz im a actualli ugly..not cute nor handsome
FIFTEEN i love myslef no matter how bad i look
SIXTEEN i love mylyfe
SEVENTEEN i love someone..guess who?
T O D O L I S T
useful things i hav to do
1) i must to get A for my studies
2) i must to get to university
3) i need to beat somebody
4) i need a new image
5) i need a new shoes(adidas maybe)
6) i need a new watch(adidas maybe)
7) i want a ipod touch
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7/28/2007 07:58:00 PM - Saturday, July 28, 2007
7/26/2007 10:22:00 PM - Thursday, July 26, 2007
hyee...
juz watch the new show at suria "putri"
hahaha..cute seh!!!ooh i wish she was mine!!!
hahaha..
den suddenly sumthing happen so the suddenly
haiz..i cant believe tat bitch suddenly was on my mind....
haiz....den i tok to hanker
tis wad she said
most probably hanker,
cause you love her and she the first
love that seems hard for you to let it go
most probably so hanker....
i dunnoe....suddenly her face came to my mind
den after tat babi chat with me
eh babi!!plz lah..
dun play gal's heart can not?
i noe i oso like tat but i at least i stop coz i feel guilty abt it
u stead with a gerl,den u still contacting with ur ex
n u still hav the guts to flirt another gerl
u'r a real bastard....
wad kind of guy r u??
den u tink u tat hansem izit??u tat cute izit??
eh even zaini also more better than u lah!!
jgn prasan lah babi kau hansem!!
dun let me ruin ur lyfe
coz i will if i have to
rey can take care of tat...
juz watch the new show at suria "putri"
hahaha..cute seh!!!ooh i wish she was mine!!!
hahaha..
den suddenly sumthing happen so the suddenly
haiz..i cant believe tat bitch suddenly was on my mind....
haiz....den i tok to hanker
tis wad she said
most probably hanker,
cause you love her and she the first
love that seems hard for you to let it go
most probably so hanker....
i dunnoe....suddenly her face came to my mind
den after tat babi chat with me
eh babi!!plz lah..
dun play gal's heart can not?
i noe i oso like tat but i at least i stop coz i feel guilty abt it
u stead with a gerl,den u still contacting with ur ex
n u still hav the guts to flirt another gerl
u'r a real bastard....
wad kind of guy r u??
den u tink u tat hansem izit??u tat cute izit??
eh even zaini also more better than u lah!!
jgn prasan lah babi kau hansem!!
dun let me ruin ur lyfe
coz i will if i have to
rey can take care of tat...
7/21/2007 11:53:00 AM - Saturday, July 21, 2007
hyee....
stupid fadhli...
its been a very looonnggg time i never update my blog seh...
i've been moody these few days...
nvm..dun tok abt it...
aniwae,yesterdae was public concert...
before the concert,i met up with fadzil,fadhli,faris,zai n his gerl n some or her frenz
aniwae,b4 the concert,we took pics
check tis out...
stupid fadhli...
Although the show was boringg..i managed to enjoyed it,
hahaha....i sat beside khairil.behind me was fadzil,faris,fadhli n haziq
syafiq was behind them,being a loner...hahaha,kecian dier
den during the concert i saw farhana...
hahaha....i sat beside khairil.behind me was fadzil,faris,fadhli n haziq
syafiq was behind them,being a loner...hahaha,kecian dier
den during the concert i saw farhana...
alamak!!!lawa lah dier!!
n she was juz two rows in front of me...
OMG..she's sooo cute....
den after the concert i took pictures with her..
but i found out from irah tat farhana was actually angry with me..
ape seh!!amek gmbar pon salah....
laen kali kalau tk nk amek gmbr tk ya nk ckp yes lah...
alamak...pastu nk marah kat aku...bingit seh
laen kali kalau tk nk amek gmbr tk ya nk ckp yes lah...
alamak...pastu nk marah kat aku...bingit seh
den after taking pic with her
i went outside n saw kartini...
hahaha...cat,u r soo cute too!!!hahaha
den took pic with her...
den took pic with her...
pastu ader org ckp...
"alah mcm pinang dibelah due ar"
hahaha...ape je....tell me if tis is true...
hahaha...its not true rite....
nvm...
den tats it man...
den me,fadzil,faris,fadhli,khairil n haziq go to marina square n go long john
den we met nas amin n his gerl
den zai n his gerl sum other gerl...
bitches...baru sec 1 nk step depan aku
dorg buat lagi bingit...
its a good thing tat rey never take over fully
rey juz took over n shouted at them...
once rey took over...there's nothing stoping..
he dun care whether a gerl or boy...
once i got angry,rey will hurt the person tat hurt me
tats wad i hav to avoid...
bcoz of him,a lot of ppl r hurt..
im trying to blaming it to ppl
but if u realli noe me..
im not the kinda a person hu likes hurting ppl
n i wun even try to hurt ppl...
7/14/2007 02:45:00 AM - Saturday, July 14, 2007
hey....
i noe its 2:45 in the morning..
but i juz cant sleep...
i dunnoe why...but things had been realli hard for me
i noe its sounds ridiculos but i realli cannot accept the things tat is happening...
memories still stuck in my head
i can't get it out
i've not been myself these few dayz
i used to be so alive but now im dead
wad did i do to deserve tis punishment..
why am i punished..
why i have to be so lonely
questions remained unsolve
n everything happens with a reason....
this is not wad i want...
i deserve sumthing good in my lyfe..
i deserve love from sumbody
but everytime i love
i'll get hurt n they will leave me..
its always lyke this...
i promise myself not to love again
i noe its 2:45 in the morning..
but i juz cant sleep...
i dunnoe why...but things had been realli hard for me
i noe its sounds ridiculos but i realli cannot accept the things tat is happening...
memories still stuck in my head
i can't get it out
i've not been myself these few dayz
i used to be so alive but now im dead
wad did i do to deserve tis punishment..
why am i punished..
why i have to be so lonely
questions remained unsolve
n everything happens with a reason....
this is not wad i want...
i deserve sumthing good in my lyfe..
i deserve love from sumbody
but everytime i love
i'll get hurt n they will leave me..
its always lyke this...
i promise myself not to love again
7/12/2007 08:56:00 PM - Thursday, July 12, 2007
hye guyz...
im not in a mood to blog..
but i juz wan to share sumthing with u guyz out there...
nadhirah was mad at me juz now...
bcoz i scolded nadiah,her fren
i cant belive tat she cried...
i dun wan to be lyke tis
i even dunnoe wad im doin...
mayb Rey took over me
n i dun even noe wad im doin...
dun abt rey now...
the prob is i hurt sumbody
i never meant to hurt anybody
i juz onli wan to noe the truth
tats all....
to nadiah...im very sorri tat i scolded u..
n im sori tat i've made u cried
i didnt wan to hurt u
but there's sumthing tat made me angry
to nadhirah,
im sori i scolded ur fren
it wasn't meant to be...
but let me ask u this...
wad happen wen sumbody u love left u with no reason?
wad happen wen u noe tat sumbody dun love u animore??
wun u wan to noe the truth??
wun u be angry??
WUD U??
of u do...bcoz u dont noe wad u gone wrong
now ask urself!!
izit realli my fault tat ur fren cried???
its part of ur fault...
u might dunnoe it..
now i tell u..
i admit my mistake..
but u too made a mistake...
i scolded ur fren..fine.i noe....
n im sori for tat...
im realli dori abt tat...
i didnt meant to do tat...
but tink im evil..
bcoz u cause me to be evil..
i maybe bad
but im bad bcoz wad u did to me.....
im not in a mood to blog..
but i juz wan to share sumthing with u guyz out there...
nadhirah was mad at me juz now...
bcoz i scolded nadiah,her fren
i cant belive tat she cried...
i dun wan to be lyke tis
i even dunnoe wad im doin...
mayb Rey took over me
n i dun even noe wad im doin...
dun abt rey now...
the prob is i hurt sumbody
i never meant to hurt anybody
i juz onli wan to noe the truth
tats all....
to nadiah...im very sorri tat i scolded u..
n im sori tat i've made u cried
i didnt wan to hurt u
but there's sumthing tat made me angry
to nadhirah,
im sori i scolded ur fren
it wasn't meant to be...
but let me ask u this...
wad happen wen sumbody u love left u with no reason?
wad happen wen u noe tat sumbody dun love u animore??
wun u wan to noe the truth??
wun u be angry??
WUD U??
of u do...bcoz u dont noe wad u gone wrong
now ask urself!!
izit realli my fault tat ur fren cried???
its part of ur fault...
u might dunnoe it..
now i tell u..
i admit my mistake..
but u too made a mistake...
i scolded ur fren..fine.i noe....
n im sori for tat...
im realli dori abt tat...
i didnt meant to do tat...
but tink im evil..
bcoz u cause me to be evil..
i maybe bad
but im bad bcoz wad u did to me.....
7/10/2007 08:49:00 PM - Tuesday, July 10, 2007
hye....i still got no mood tonite..
i dunnoe y..
im still tinking of her n i still love her
but wad can i do....
today was ok...i tink..
i tried to be happy n pretend nuthing had happen last nite
and i was succesful
but deep down inside,i still feel hurt...
for those hu noe abt my situation,keep it to urself
to nadhirah,
i noe im not perfect for u
i shudnt say the awful stuff at you tat dae
for tat im realli sori
n i shall forgive u
i noe u cant love me
n i dun blame u for tat
mayb its not meant to be..
mayb we were meant to be juz friends
i hate to be enemy with u
so lets be friends for now,lets start a new
mayb titi is laughing at me now
mayb she saying serve me right
mayb i do deserve it...
i shudnt make the decision to love u at 1st
well...i hope u find sumone to love u better..
till than...
see u around...
i dunnoe y..
im still tinking of her n i still love her
but wad can i do....
today was ok...i tink..
i tried to be happy n pretend nuthing had happen last nite
and i was succesful
but deep down inside,i still feel hurt...
for those hu noe abt my situation,keep it to urself
to nadhirah,
i noe im not perfect for u
i shudnt say the awful stuff at you tat dae
for tat im realli sori
n i shall forgive u
i noe u cant love me
n i dun blame u for tat
mayb its not meant to be..
mayb we were meant to be juz friends
i hate to be enemy with u
so lets be friends for now,lets start a new
mayb titi is laughing at me now
mayb she saying serve me right
mayb i do deserve it...
i shudnt make the decision to love u at 1st
well...i hope u find sumone to love u better..
till than...
see u around...
7/09/2007 02:19:00 PM - Monday, July 9, 2007
hyee guyz...
im sori i realli not im the mood to post rite...
n i wun be until im in the mood
y??
mayb bcoz of sumone hu says she wun leave me here alone but she did...
haizz..nvm
gtg...
im sori i realli not im the mood to post rite...
n i wun be until im in the mood
y??
mayb bcoz of sumone hu says she wun leave me here alone but she did...
haizz..nvm
gtg...
byee
7/05/2007 12:26:00 AM - Thursday, July 5, 2007
why do boys fall in love with girls?
This was written by a guy :)
1. They will always smell good even if it's just shampoo.
2. The way their heads always find the right spot on our shoulder.
3. How cute they look when they sleep.
4. The ease in which they fit into our arms.
5. The way they kiss you and all of a sudden everything is right in the world.
6. How cute they are when they eat.
7. The way they take hours to get dressed but in the end it makes it all worth while.
8. Because they are always warm even when its minus 30 outside.
9. The way they look good no matter what they wear.
10. The way they fish for compliments even though you both know that you think she's the most beautiful girl on this earth.
11. How cute they are when they argue.
12. The way her hand always finds yours.
13. The way they smile.
14. The way you feel when you see their name on the your cell after you just had a big fight.
15. The way she says "lets not fightanymore" - even though you know that an hour later....
16. The way that they kiss after you have had a fight.
17. The way they kiss you when yousay "I love you".
18. Actually...Just the way they kissyou...
19. The way they fall into your arms when they cry.
20. Then the way they apologize for crying over something that silly.
21. The way they hit you and expect it to hurt. * i think every girl is guilty of this :)
22. Then the way they apologize whenit does hurt (even though we don't admit it).
23. The way they say "I miss you".
24. The way you miss them.
25. The way their tears make you want to change the world so that it doesn't hurt her anymore...
Yet regardless if you love them, hate them, wish they would die or know that you would die without them it matters not.
Because once in your life,whatever they were to the world they become everything to you. When you look them in the eyes, traveling to the depths of their souls and you say a million things without trace of a sound, you know that your own life is inevitable consumed within the rhythmic beatings of her very heart.
We love them for a million reasons, no paper would do it justice.
It is athing not of the mind but of the heart.
A feeling.
Only felt
This was written by a guy :)
1. They will always smell good even if it's just shampoo.
2. The way their heads always find the right spot on our shoulder.
3. How cute they look when they sleep.
4. The ease in which they fit into our arms.
5. The way they kiss you and all of a sudden everything is right in the world.
6. How cute they are when they eat.
7. The way they take hours to get dressed but in the end it makes it all worth while.
8. Because they are always warm even when its minus 30 outside.
9. The way they look good no matter what they wear.
10. The way they fish for compliments even though you both know that you think she's the most beautiful girl on this earth.
11. How cute they are when they argue.
12. The way her hand always finds yours.
13. The way they smile.
14. The way you feel when you see their name on the your cell after you just had a big fight.
15. The way she says "lets not fightanymore" - even though you know that an hour later....
16. The way that they kiss after you have had a fight.
17. The way they kiss you when yousay "I love you".
18. Actually...Just the way they kissyou...
19. The way they fall into your arms when they cry.
20. Then the way they apologize for crying over something that silly.
21. The way they hit you and expect it to hurt. * i think every girl is guilty of this :)
22. Then the way they apologize whenit does hurt (even though we don't admit it).
23. The way they say "I miss you".
24. The way you miss them.
25. The way their tears make you want to change the world so that it doesn't hurt her anymore...
Yet regardless if you love them, hate them, wish they would die or know that you would die without them it matters not.
Because once in your life,whatever they were to the world they become everything to you. When you look them in the eyes, traveling to the depths of their souls and you say a million things without trace of a sound, you know that your own life is inevitable consumed within the rhythmic beatings of her very heart.
We love them for a million reasons, no paper would do it justice.
It is athing not of the mind but of the heart.
A feeling.
Only felt
7/04/2007 05:25:00 PM - Wednesday, July 4, 2007
sigh.......
juz came back from skool
there was mly oral juz now.
i was nervous but i gave it my best..
.....
as u can see i realli have no mood to post but i wan to
haiz...y??nvm..dun tok abt it 1st..
on moday 2nd july
i went to watch TRANSFORMERS with fadzil,fadhli,haziq syai n of coz nadhirah
aniwae,it was damn g8...
but the best part of the day was wen nadhirah kissed me several time on the cheeks wen we were watching the movie..
she play with my fingers n hands n she lean on me for comfort...
i wish i can turn back time to feel tat feeling again
aniwae it was a great day but tiring..nvm
next day...
i was back at skool...
the parade commander was not there
so i took the initiative to be the parade commander
it was a normal dae until dyg msg me tat night..
i agree with u dyg
ppl do change,but always remember u've changed too
juz make sure u wun hurt other wen u changed..
we became frenz again...n tats gud...no more hard feeling
but after dat..sumone spoilt my mood
i dun wan to say her name but u noe hu u are wen u read it..
wen i 1st started toking to u...
i have a new family member
den u become comfortable on me n tell ur probz
u've alwayz been my blood sister...we share the same probz everytime...
but wen i got to noe nadhirah...u drifted away from me..
why?!?!!n wen i ask u,u told me nuthing's wrong..
u noe me very well,i noe if sumthing's wrong or not!!
so i give u time to calm down..
but wen i appoligize to u n i wan to start anew,
all u can say is....wadever..
wadever??!!!
is tat all wad u have to say??!!!!
do u even care of wats the meaning of wad im saying??!!
u juz dun even care...
u always complain to me abt the sec4,saying tat they dun deserve any respect
do u tink i dun deserve respect??
wad did i ever do to u??
to love nadhirah??is tat wrong??!!
i've tried to be nice to u.
i've tried to give time n reflect wad u have did..
n tis is wad u give me??"wadver"??!!!
watz wrong in loving a gerl 5 years younger than u??!!
tis is my choice!!!my lyfe...
n her lyfe too...is her choice to choose hu she wan to love!!not u
so do u tink u deserve respect??
i respect u,n even be nice to u..
but wad gave??
do u tink i shud respect u??
i've told u once...never be a stepo
dun tink u r big...coz u ain't..
u'r juz a kid...
n still a kid...
grow up will u...n stop playing games with me..
juz came back from skool
there was mly oral juz now.
i was nervous but i gave it my best..
.....
as u can see i realli have no mood to post but i wan to
haiz...y??nvm..dun tok abt it 1st..
on moday 2nd july
i went to watch TRANSFORMERS with fadzil,fadhli,haziq syai n of coz nadhirah
aniwae,it was damn g8...
but the best part of the day was wen nadhirah kissed me several time on the cheeks wen we were watching the movie..
she play with my fingers n hands n she lean on me for comfort...
i wish i can turn back time to feel tat feeling again
aniwae it was a great day but tiring..nvm
next day...
i was back at skool...
the parade commander was not there
so i took the initiative to be the parade commander
it was a normal dae until dyg msg me tat night..
i agree with u dyg
ppl do change,but always remember u've changed too
juz make sure u wun hurt other wen u changed..
we became frenz again...n tats gud...no more hard feeling
but after dat..sumone spoilt my mood
i dun wan to say her name but u noe hu u are wen u read it..
wen i 1st started toking to u...
i have a new family member
den u become comfortable on me n tell ur probz
u've alwayz been my blood sister...we share the same probz everytime...
but wen i got to noe nadhirah...u drifted away from me..
why?!?!!n wen i ask u,u told me nuthing's wrong..
u noe me very well,i noe if sumthing's wrong or not!!
so i give u time to calm down..
but wen i appoligize to u n i wan to start anew,
all u can say is....wadever..
wadever??!!!
is tat all wad u have to say??!!!!
do u even care of wats the meaning of wad im saying??!!
u juz dun even care...
u always complain to me abt the sec4,saying tat they dun deserve any respect
do u tink i dun deserve respect??
wad did i ever do to u??
to love nadhirah??is tat wrong??!!
i've tried to be nice to u.
i've tried to give time n reflect wad u have did..
n tis is wad u give me??"wadver"??!!!
watz wrong in loving a gerl 5 years younger than u??!!
tis is my choice!!!my lyfe...
n her lyfe too...is her choice to choose hu she wan to love!!not u
so do u tink u deserve respect??
i respect u,n even be nice to u..
but wad gave??
do u tink i shud respect u??
i've told u once...never be a stepo
dun tink u r big...coz u ain't..
u'r juz a kid...
n still a kid...
grow up will u...n stop playing games with me..
7/01/2007 06:58:00 PM - Sunday, July 1, 2007
AHHHH
tmr im gonna meet nadhirah!!!
okok rasyid lek2
aniwae,i was at mac with eric n fadzil
we surppose to study for poa test
instead we tok abt tmr
yea they r comming too but for the movie onli
after the movie they go do their own stuff
aniwae,i juz realise tat tmr is youth day
public holiday n its gonna be packed!!
n i began to panic...n panic....n more panic!!!!!
AAAHHH!!!how the hell am i gonna buy tickets
n wad if nadhirah n her sis cant go??!!!
AAHHH!!!im dead!!
okok..calm down,gotta clam down
gotta kol her to conferm
but wad if her mum picks up???
wad if they cant go bcoz of me???
AAHHH!!!wad am i gonna do.???
haizz...kk...i gotta be strong...
i got to....
i kol n her mum ans(bad sign)...den she said nadhirah at the toilet
nvm...den i want to kol again...but wad if??!!!AAHH
y am i acting tis way??!!!y am i so scared!!!
den i pick myself up n kol...
thank god her sister pick the phone..
at least i can conferm with her
aniwae,they conferm going
so i can book the tickets earlier
yeaa!!!
i can watch TRANSFORMERS
at 3:40pm
plaza singapura
we're gonna meet up at 1pm at cck interchange
coz we have to be there at least half n hour earlier
bcoz after tat the tickets reserved is den sold...
haiz...kk..gotta to be early
aniwae,den Wan's mother kol my house?!?!!!
OMG!!!!what am i gonna do??
den i slowly tok
"ermm...sori i tink u hav the wrong number"
den its settle...
WAHLIOWEII!!!!
im sooo scared!!
GOD!!!HELP ME!!!!
tmr im gonna meet nadhirah!!!
okok rasyid lek2
aniwae,i was at mac with eric n fadzil
we surppose to study for poa test
instead we tok abt tmr
yea they r comming too but for the movie onli
after the movie they go do their own stuff
aniwae,i juz realise tat tmr is youth day
public holiday n its gonna be packed!!
n i began to panic...n panic....n more panic!!!!!
AAAHHH!!!how the hell am i gonna buy tickets
n wad if nadhirah n her sis cant go??!!!
AAHHH!!!im dead!!
okok..calm down,gotta clam down
gotta kol her to conferm
but wad if her mum picks up???
wad if they cant go bcoz of me???
AAHHH!!!wad am i gonna do.???
haizz...kk...i gotta be strong...
i got to....
i kol n her mum ans(bad sign)...den she said nadhirah at the toilet
nvm...den i want to kol again...but wad if??!!!AAHH
y am i acting tis way??!!!y am i so scared!!!
den i pick myself up n kol...
thank god her sister pick the phone..
at least i can conferm with her
aniwae,they conferm going
so i can book the tickets earlier
yeaa!!!
i can watch TRANSFORMERS
at 3:40pm
plaza singapura
we're gonna meet up at 1pm at cck interchange
coz we have to be there at least half n hour earlier
bcoz after tat the tickets reserved is den sold...
haiz...kk..gotta to be early
aniwae,den Wan's mother kol my house?!?!!!
OMG!!!!what am i gonna do??
den i slowly tok
"ermm...sori i tink u hav the wrong number"
den its settle...
WAHLIOWEII!!!!
im sooo scared!!
GOD!!!HELP ME!!!!
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