heyhey pplz!!
rasyid here on the house!!
haha..
sori abt the late update in my blog
to those hu often check my blog for any updates..
i thank you..
but if nobody do...
den nvm lah..i shiok sendiri saje
hahaha..
im at skool libry now..
doing my slide for my camp this thur!!
AHH!!
MUST FINISH FAST!!!
I HAVEN RECCE SIAL!!
okk lek2
chill2...
must releks....tmr morning can recce..
hahaha..y am i not doing now instead im blogging
coz im feeling soo jealous
haha..yar
a new fren of mine, azzrul
he made a special gift for his gerl
im nt going to tell u wad it is but it is very special n very touching..
i fell like crying sial
haha..yar realli...
but den...
i remember her
the day i met her at the libry..
studying as frens..
and we move on
like making a paper heart n writing our names on
like drawing each other names n put it at frenster
like taking pics together n kolling at nite
yea those were the dayz i was with u
but now im at the present
u left..n i suffered
but i hav to face
now im here..
praying to god
listening to one of her favorite songs
thinking abt one of her favorite words
i realise how stupid i was
how silly i am
n how evil i hav become..
i try my best to change without u..
but its hard
im faced down on the dirt
face down..
WELCOME TO MY BLOG!
THE SONG OF MY LYFE
THE SONG OF MY LYFE
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Letting go
by Switched Out
Nothing’s seems so right
since the day you’re not here
Anymore
I never even had a chance to say goodbye
and everything is left unsaid
Just like before
but I’m letting you go
I’m moving on
But I can’t take this anymore
Coz I love you so…
Chorus
when everytime I had this feeling
I’ll always try to pull myself away
and everytime I try to forget you
you’ll always be in my head
I had enough
I had enough
and now it’s too much
It’s too late
It’s too much, it’s too much
It’s too late
That’s why I had to let you go
I had no choice
But to see you leave
and left me with a broken heart
You know how much I love you
I need you and time change
Who we are
but I’m letting you go
I’m moving on
But I can’t take this anymore
Coz I love you so…
*Chorus*
Guitar leads
Chorus
when everytime I had this feeling
I’ll always try to pull myself away
and everytime I try to forget you
you’ll always be in my head
I had enough
I had enough
and now it’s too much
It’s too late
It’s too much, it’s too much
It’s too late
It’s too much, it’s too much
It’s too late
It’s too much, it’s too much
It’s too late
That’s why I had to let you go
Eventhough I love you so
I had to let you go
Letting you go
I had to let you go
VIDEOZ
my performance
P R O F I L E
me myself and i :D
Name:Abdurrasyid bin haron
Age:7teen
Bdae:12/12/1990
Nicks:rasyidiz/rush-it
Status:Single
Skool:Ngee Ann Polytechnic
Email:rasyidi7@hotmail.com
S E V E N T E E N
RANDOM FACTS
RANDOM FACTS
well, i am 17 years old, aren't i?
about me you don't know
ONE clever and smart
TWO blur and slow
THREE ok im both stupid n smart
FOUR kind and helpful
FIVE lazy bum(sometimes)
SIX disorganise and rushing
SEVEN wanted to be organise
EIGHT wanted to be a role model
NINE wants to be an inventor
TEN likes to daydream
ELEVEN likes to be emotional
TWELVE yar i like to be emo...so wad?
THIRTEEN i want a makeover
FOURTEEN coz im a actualli ugly..not cute nor handsome
FIFTEEN i love myslef no matter how bad i look
SIXTEEN i love mylyfe
SEVENTEEN i love someone..guess who?
T O D O L I S T
useful things i hav to do
1) i must to get A for my studies
2) i must to get to university
3) i need to beat somebody
4) i need a new image
5) i need a new shoes(adidas maybe)
6) i need a new watch(adidas maybe)
7) i want a ipod touch
T A G B O A R D
talkto me
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5/27/2008 05:18:00 PM - Tuesday, May 27, 2008
5/20/2008 12:12:00 AM - Tuesday, May 20, 2008
hey guyz!
sori for the late update my blog here
today's mood??
i don't know...its been like very strange for me
things hav been very weird lately,
n i hav no idea why im feeling this way..
hmm,maybe its juz me..
i dunnoe...
mayb its bcoz of my bad flu n my bad cough i guess
n tat leads me having a headache..arrghh
hahaha..
releks,im ok i guess
but there's sumthing else..
i dunnoe..
sumthing inside of me..
sumthings tat i realli missing..
sumthing i realli want in my life..
maybe its her..
but i cant say tat...
she has chosen her path
n i hav chosen mine..
i dunnoe,mayb im juz rushing to relationship
trying to find an answer
n a reason to live...a better reason..
life is full of surprises...well i hope so..
i juz hope it won surprise me in a bad sense....if u noe wad i mean
nvm..
im juz not myself today..
even wen i was at eric's place..i wanted to make a new song
but i cant
i dunnoe why
n i ended up going home with nuthing
well i do hav the chords n melody of the new song
but i cant get the theme rite...
i dunnoe wad to write it for...
ooh well.wad to do..
i tink i juz not in mood today..
sori haziq!at least we jammed together...
k lah..nytez!
sori for the late update my blog here
today's mood??
i don't know...its been like very strange for me
things hav been very weird lately,
n i hav no idea why im feeling this way..
hmm,maybe its juz me..
i dunnoe...
mayb its bcoz of my bad flu n my bad cough i guess
n tat leads me having a headache..arrghh
hahaha..
releks,im ok i guess
but there's sumthing else..
i dunnoe..
sumthing inside of me..
sumthings tat i realli missing..
sumthing i realli want in my life..
maybe its her..
but i cant say tat...
she has chosen her path
n i hav chosen mine..
i dunnoe,mayb im juz rushing to relationship
trying to find an answer
n a reason to live...a better reason..
life is full of surprises...well i hope so..
i juz hope it won surprise me in a bad sense....if u noe wad i mean
nvm..
im juz not myself today..
even wen i was at eric's place..i wanted to make a new song
but i cant
i dunnoe why
n i ended up going home with nuthing
well i do hav the chords n melody of the new song
but i cant get the theme rite...
i dunnoe wad to write it for...
ooh well.wad to do..
i tink i juz not in mood today..
sori haziq!at least we jammed together...
k lah..nytez!
5/08/2008 11:48:00 PM - Thursday, May 8, 2008
heyhey!!
its 11 49pm n im still not asleep yet
yea i noe..its kinda late to blog
but i slept on the afternoon
usually i wudnt so coz i always hav some things to do i skool
but today i finished class at 12pm
so i hav lunch with fadzil at long john at lot 1
n den we went to the library to surf the net
and then we go home
anw,i got some new picz to show
enjoy!
i dunnoe y im feeling this way
i still cant forget u..
i dunnoe y every gerl i try to even like
i ended up hurt inside..
i juz wan to b happy like the rest
i want to love sumbody
but i cant..
i juz cant..
help me god..
i pray to u..
the one who bring saiidah to me
n make me happy once
i want to hav a happy life
once more..
plz god..
its 11 49pm n im still not asleep yet
yea i noe..its kinda late to blog
but i slept on the afternoon
usually i wudnt so coz i always hav some things to do i skool
but today i finished class at 12pm
so i hav lunch with fadzil at long john at lot 1
n den we went to the library to surf the net
and then we go home
anw,i got some new picz to show
enjoy!
i dunnoe y im feeling this way
i still cant forget u..
i dunnoe y every gerl i try to even like
i ended up hurt inside..
i juz wan to b happy like the rest
i want to love sumbody
but i cant..
i juz cant..
help me god..
i pray to u..
the one who bring saiidah to me
n make me happy once
i want to hav a happy life
once more..
plz god..
bad day bad day!!
5/04/2008 07:14:00 PM - Sunday, May 4, 2008
haiyoo!!!
today's realli a badbadbad day for me!!
serious man..
haiz...dunnoe wad to start
ok how abt tis..
i was late for werk today..
yes im werking today..
giving out flyers..
haha...tot i quit?
no way...tis is ez money man...
how can i let it go like tat
anw,i was late..n today i hav to meet mid at 5pm!!
shoot!i hav to finish giving flyers around 4 30pm n go meet mid to giv thumbdrive.
anw,i tried my very best to finish it
but i dunnoe y there r sooo many foreigner
how the heck i can find young teenagers at town?
haiz...mayb bcoz of exams lah
anw,i cant finish the whole stack...most of the ppl r all adult n foreigners
haiz...then i was late meeting mid
she was like...tkpe,its ok,
but i noe deep down inside
bdk ni lmbt sak...buang mase aku je..
mid im sooo sooo soo sorii ok??
haiz...n den i tot i can juz go home but i forgot
i left my bicycle at bkt panjang!
AAHH shit man..
i must go back there n cycle back home..
sway man...
den wen i got back home..
hp batt pulak low...
shoot lah..n the charger is missing!!!
stupid lah!!!
haiz...sian...
seriously no mood man...
today's realli a badbadbad day for me!!
serious man..
haiz...dunnoe wad to start
ok how abt tis..
i was late for werk today..
yes im werking today..
giving out flyers..
haha...tot i quit?
no way...tis is ez money man...
how can i let it go like tat
anw,i was late..n today i hav to meet mid at 5pm!!
shoot!i hav to finish giving flyers around 4 30pm n go meet mid to giv thumbdrive.
anw,i tried my very best to finish it
but i dunnoe y there r sooo many foreigner
how the heck i can find young teenagers at town?
haiz...mayb bcoz of exams lah
anw,i cant finish the whole stack...most of the ppl r all adult n foreigners
haiz...then i was late meeting mid
she was like...tkpe,its ok,
but i noe deep down inside
bdk ni lmbt sak...buang mase aku je..
mid im sooo sooo soo sorii ok??
haiz...n den i tot i can juz go home but i forgot
i left my bicycle at bkt panjang!
AAHH shit man..
i must go back there n cycle back home..
sway man...
den wen i got back home..
hp batt pulak low...
shoot lah..n the charger is missing!!!
stupid lah!!!
haiz...sian...
seriously no mood man...
bad day bad day!!
5/04/2008 07:14:00 PM
5/01/2008 10:57:00 PM - Thursday, May 1, 2008
AARRGHH
bored at home man
everybody's out!
im alone
doing nuting
no food
no money!!
wad the hell
terpakse aku beli bende pakai duit
while at the store,
i pick up some sweets for me to chew
anw,juz ate rice...n egg n kicap..
yar noe,not so much food i can eat
wad the hell?
i cant check my email seh at skool?
wonder wad happened with the system..
haiz...
she was online
i was toking to her for awhile..
i asked her out
but she cant.too bz she said
well,wad to do
i've waited so long but we ended up being frens after all
sometimes i feel like giving up
yes i do but i had no choice but to live with it..
i hav decided..i cant hav a gerl..
no more pain inside..no more
bored at home man
everybody's out!
im alone
doing nuting
no food
no money!!
wad the hell
terpakse aku beli bende pakai duit
while at the store,
i pick up some sweets for me to chew
anw,juz ate rice...n egg n kicap..
yar noe,not so much food i can eat
wad the hell?
i cant check my email seh at skool?
wonder wad happened with the system..
haiz...
she was online
i was toking to her for awhile..
i asked her out
but she cant.too bz she said
well,wad to do
i've waited so long but we ended up being frens after all
sometimes i feel like giving up
yes i do but i had no choice but to live with it..
i hav decided..i cant hav a gerl..
no more pain inside..no more
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