dun ask me if i gone out today or not
coz i didnt..

yeap..
a special day for teenagers like me...
the day where we share love,sparks love and some even make love..

but for me..
i didnt have plans..
in the afternoon i got tuition until 2pm
den nuthing..was tinking to accompany kak yaya but since she wan to sleep the whole day..
i dun tink i wud wan to go her house..

so i went home..thinking tat somebody is at home..
but there was no one..
so i went online..but still,not many is online..
the usual frenz i chat went out..to celebrate valentine's
even most of cousins..ella,bibah,midah..zul...haiyo.
switched out?im not surprise they all bz...azzrul go out with sharina...afiq dgn mataer baru dier..farhan dgn pmpn istimewa...rauf tk tahu pulak..

haiyo...
suddenly..i felt like im alone in this world...
but i wun juz back down juz like tat..
i noe i've been writing post tat is emotional..
depressed..but i dun wan tat to ruin my lyfe
i have my lyfe to live
i have things i have to do while i can..
i wan to make my lyfe the best i want..
and i noe..she, whoever she is...will come into my lyfe one day..
i wun hope she'll come soon..coz she will come..

mayb i've been someone new..
or shud i say it..somebody hu is not me..
somebody hu try the bad things..and become somebody bad..
i noe i've been tat guy kind of guy..
but i still believe,there is still good in me..
the reason i do those stuff its bcoz i was confused
i was confused with my own feelings
my ownself..i was confused after all those shotdowns in the past

i tried my best to bring it aside..
i try to life my life the way i want..

a story abt a sweet guy in a bitter life...



life can be realli wonderful
but at the same time it cud be realli painful and hurting..


it all started with a simple crush
and it has grown as big as u can imagine..
if a sincere guy likes a gerl..
he goes all out with her..
never been he has been in tat state of mind of seriousness with a relationship..
and he wud be hoping every single day that the gerl would be his..

but as mention..life can be so painful and hurting..
his love wasnt accepted..
after more 3 months he waited and tried his very best..yet he still cant hav the gerl he dreamed of..
so he did wad he tinks is best..he left her and move on in life..

after a year..things hadn't been better..he never had any gerl the same as her...
memories of the gerl sometimes visited hym in his lonely nights

a couple of months later..he got to noe tat she was with another guy...
wad make it worst,he saw her with his own eyes..
he quickly turn his back..trying to avoid her to see him..
after all these years of trying to forget her..
y did fate brings them together and trying to hurt hym again by see his own eyes..

"why u came back to my life girl..after all this while i was trying to get off u on my mind..after all those lonely nights missing u..and now i see u with another person..holding hands..y am i running away from u..y i dun wan to see u..after all those lonely nights..i've been missing u..wishing u to come back..and now u did but with another person..mayb tats y i cant face u now...the truth tat i've running away from has come back to me smacking be on the back..realising wad is life..making me realise..im realli not for u...making me..gave up the feelings tat i had tat was once beautiful and decent...perhaps tat's the truth..perhaps..."

hey ppl!!
this is a story i've made up
let me noe wad u tink alrite!
bye!